My husband is an alcoholic who penetrates me whenever I discover his lies

My husband is very good at having sex and he was lucky to be the first man to penetrate me and the only one who has done so. That’s why I’m currently very dependent on his body and his penis. I can’t imagine pleasure without his penis causing it in my body. Unfortunately, my bad luck is that the loser is a womanizer who usually gets home drunk and smelling of a cheap brothel. When he got to the point of rage that he couldn’t take anymore, the loser arrived accompanied by a mariachi to throw me on the furniture and put his penis in my mouth. Since my vagina was very wet from feeling the taste of my husband’s penis, I put myself on top of his penis and with up and down movements repeated several times, I showed him that I’m the one who really has control over the relationship.